Through The Looking Glass...Of a Monster

As The Stream Runs Dry

An oasis, flourishing with an abundance of life. All my dreams and desires to be fufilled endlessly. Scenery so beautiful it seduces the sight and tantalizes the mind. Its breeze wraps around my body engulfing me in its cloak of sensuality. The touch of your earth beneath me soothes my skin, emphasizing its reassurance to the truth of my reality. I’ve made it, for so long has this search plagued me. My……my paradise. Given unto me when I resided at the mercy and brutality of my journey. Gazing upon an oasis…cradling a stream. As pristine as its sky and a glitter that equals the vibrance that of any diamond. Heaven on earth? Paradise? The Promise Land?…..Questioning its Truth as I remain hesitant. A Dream? A Fantasy? No….A Blessing. Pushing aside all doubt I plunge deep into your stream, soaking in its waters of life. No more searching, no more restless nights, no more….LONELINESS! Basking in the Oasis, dropping all guards and retaining a vulnerableness and embracing its fruits of life. Losing track of time and enjoying the moments as time is lost. Suddenly my….Paradise turns to black. Its rolling hills turned treacherous snow capped mountains, lush forests withered to frail trees baring only its branches. Earth turned to jagged rocks and gravel biting at my feet. The stream…..your stream! As I gaze and witness the waters I once soaked in run dry. A sudden panic grips me. How could it be? An Oasis, without any warning turned to a barren wasteland. I search for a reason this could happen but no direct answer. I fight with myself thoughts believing this is just a nightmare…but no. This is reality! A woman with a given name “Despair” approaches me and joins my side. Embracing me in her love, plaguing me with sadness, resentment, loneliness, hatred, and denial. Giving up becomes the only option available. As the remainder of hope slips through my grasp I am blinded by light. A hand is placed unto my shoulder and I am risen to my feet. I no longer see a barren wasteland, I no longer see treacherous mountains, frail trees withered to the branches, and a dry stream. I see…..a path. Narrow enough for one, but farther than any man can see. I am alone, and this is my path. I shall not follow any man but led by faith. And so….I STAND ALONE. - Detric “Kovu The Monster” Frizell

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this used to be me.. legit now my joints is fucked up since i quit. 

Oh my….

Paradise…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcHo2160cvs&feature=BFp&list=PLB9B000DD29A0155F (Play as You Read)

“A Place where peace only exists….All living things exist in total harmony, no stress, no violence, no death, nor injuries, just eternity . A Perfect Bliss…. In a world contradicting “paradise” man can’t visualize such a perfect land. No wrongs committed? Living forever? If we cannot fathom the thought then why is the fear of death and want of living forever instilled in us? Searching endlessly for a place we can’t even imagine, you question it but that burning desire in you tells you its there. Lost Family and Friends, Animals…GONE….Parents….GONE….Friends…..GONE… Doubts flood your mind like a plague of locus on a farmer’s Crop, WONDERING who?…..really made it to “Paradise”. What if your dreams, ambitions and all you thought were the keys to YOUR “Paradise” are irrelevant and pointless? Is it all worth pursuing if your going to die? You Can’t take anything with you when your gone. But Yet we still pursue these things lying to ourselves in hopes to believe they are the keys to a Harmonized World called PARADISE. A Man made paradise? or a Paradise you cannot even imagine? Which will you choose?” - Detric S. Frizell

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